Did I mention I saw a psychiatrist recently? The reason was to try and assess any damage those traumatic years have caused. Not my idea. Lawyers for the council trying to wriggle out of things. That was a month ago. I haven't heard anything back about it. She - the psychiatrist - said she was going to read my book. She already knew a frightening amount about me. I wondered how she knew so much, but then remembered I had told my lawyer lots of stuff and he had passed it on. She had my medical records too. I had forgotten so much about the mental issues I had gone through over the years. I think my mind shut them out, or maybe all the pills I was taking blotted out the bad things? Anyway, as I say, I am feeling well at the moment.
Here are a couple of paintings I have recently done. They are memories from childhood. Happy ones this time. I paint them without reference to anything except memory. I quite like the naivety this produces, although I am striving for more of a looseness in my work. Maybe I will keep this style in my works from memory and try to attain looseness in my other paintings particularly the portraits. Nobody has the time to sit for a portrait these days. I am thinking of advertising for someone to sit for me. Maybe a small payment will attract someone?
Mum is a princess and she lives in a bender tent in the forest with Fergie and Scamp Oil on canvas. 16in x 12in |
Mum and Fergie moved into the nissen hut next to Alec's wagon. She was happy there. She made it cosy and made a vegetable garden. The Wagon and the Nissen hut. Oil on canvas board. 20in x 16in |
Here is a song for you. It sounds sad but it doesn't reflect how I feel. I am happy. I just felt like singing it.
Thanks for popping by.
It makes me happy to know you are happy. Now I challenge you to find a happy song for your next one. I see the light in your new paintings too.
ReplyDeleteThanks Emma.I will try another song soon.
DeleteI'm so glad that you're feeling better. Take it easy, keep walking, and savor every day. The paintings are wonderful and so is your song. You've brightened my day (which isn't always easy to do). Take care, John.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your kind words Jon.
DeleteYou do seem brighter now. Like Jon advised, keep walking - and keep that smile going. By the way, I love the paintings.
ReplyDeleteThanks Valerie. I am pleased you like the paintings.
DeleteI like your paintings. xxx
ReplyDeleteThanks Ilona. I am pleased you like them. x
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